Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. (Matthew 11:28)
I tried to write this four times during the service, and I kept having to delete it because it kept coming back to the same place. I had never encountered God in a physical place. I did not feel connected to place. I did not feel connected to God.
I had encountered God in people before, in thoughts and ideas and words, but not place. I wondered if trauma prevented me from physically connecting in general. Whenever a place felt safe I didn’t seem to want God to be part of it. I wondered why I could never seem to know God.
God is a butterfly. I know it’s meant to be about place. God is any butterfly that you see, anywhere around our area, all of the places that butterflies like to be in.
When I was trying to think about encountering God, all I could think of was this time where there was a butterfly, but it’s not my story to tell, but it made me feel like God was there and everything was not ok, but it would be.
I was actually quite upset about not connecting with God. It takes a lot to connect with anyone, and God has been present in my life for so long as a controlling, scary, angry, vindictive force.
I am trying to see God as being more like a butterfly. Gentle.
The day after I tried to write this four times I was at kinder and there was a butterfly, all alone under a table. And it was so gentle that it climbed on my finger and stayed there, and when I took it outside, it still stayed on my finger. Then it let a child hold it for a bit, and then while we clapped in admiration, it flew away. Ω
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